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Friday, March 27, 2009

thought "i didn't care"

well i guess i do.

When I miscarried, I just thought the best.... There's a good reason for this, Now i have more time to loose weight, Now we have "more" money...

Some how none of those logical things pop into my mind when I open my e-mail and POP; Just like a Porn site, without giving me a chance to close it, Someone close to me is PREGNANT. Yea... I guess I just was NOT ready for a 'life size' ultrasound to POP into my face.

Thats when my heart stops. And I remember, "I do care". At least I have my new shoes!